My primary days..

Currently to many things have already begun to move.. Well I guess it is time for me to go on.. I am still haunted by my past where I can never return to the person whom I once known.. The person I fell in to her at the very moment I saw her.. Even now I can understand where is my limitation.. Even how hard I try to tell myself that she better off with someone better than me.. Eventhough I know that there are times I realise that no matter what I do is just a fading memory which meant to remember rather than I put back into pieces of my life.. Now I am with my dear.. Someone is so dear to me.. I can't see behind anymore but to move on since my past had already go on with her life and so should I as well.. This is the other past of mine, person whom I know was a friend of mine who become the traitor.. But it can't be blame since I am the person who started the ruckes 1st.. I should have let him to take over my place of being one of the gangs before.. As far as I remember he hit me with a chair on my way home.. Eventhough the bruises in not so apparent , I don't mind getting hit since I can't even lay a punch onto him.. I at that moment gave a thought that this is my last time being in the gang.. So why not let him hitting me and he takes my place.. I realise that I involve lots of rubbish in my past.. I fought with a person who is 2 times my size.. Funny thing is after one on one fight, end up as pals with equivalent strength.. Funny as it seems... Since my place was taken I haven't get into fights anymore for past 8 years... Since my parents call me to study, I care less into mixing with them anymore.. Then I even remember bits of my primary school life where I always running around in my school, get caught, smack by a teacher and cried in the toilet.. It is so funny the way I remember.. I even remember I cried on my first day of school.. I even cheated my maths by using calculator... That when I was year 1 and in the last class.. When I was in year 2, i got myself into 2nd class.. haha.. I even can finish up my maths work in the class within a minute after a long long exercise.. To be honest I suck at language but good at calculation... I even met Suman who apparently same class with me and end up as best pal.. We always talking in the class since we are always the first finish up our maths way faster than anyone could imagine.. Always the first to pass up our gruesome teacher Pn.Lin... At the end, I and Suman got separated in year 3.. He end up in the afternoon session in the first class.. Me? haha Suppose in the first class but end up in the morning session.. Same last class after all... My mother said it is the best I go in the morning session where I won't be a trouble to get picked up from school as there was school bus taking me home.. Haha, I am the only chinese boy in the school where only 2 or 3 chinese gal whom I can't even remember.. Once again meet up Suman in year 4 at 1st class... Hahaha.. He is all rounder now.. Always in the top 10.. Me? haha as I said I suck at language but that time good at science and maths only.. So typical... That year itself I got to much health problems.. I got more frequent asma attack, due to that I got sick so easily due on heavy dose of medication... When there is a blackout.. I will tend to suffocate faster no matter at day or night... My parents were to worried and take me to traditional medication.. Eventhough I couldn't heal my asma but I felt so much better than before.. Haha.. Well back to school life... Hmm I couldn't remember when I met patrick who is a pain in everyone's ass even the discipline teacher and counsilor can't even bugde him.. haha.. I still remember him that he always cheat my money up for his use to buy gameboy and so so.. Before I forgot, I meet Fitri in year 4.. But we go separate classes since then... Patrick was in 3rd, Fitri was in 2nd and well me and suman always in the 1st class.. Reason? haha we got the same tuition ever since we was in year 2 or 3 perhaps but doesn't matter since I am so damn lazy to study.. Well practically in year 5 is so damn normal and boring... I even got smack by a pain in the ass teacher by the name Mohan who taught maths in year5.. Such a torment being with the lamest teacher in my life... Then in year 6.. Wow everything change.. Suman is a prefect.. Meet new kid in our class, David Teh.. Ahh I currently want to find this fatty chump ass since got no idea where this dude when after he shifted to Damansara and even lost his contact.. Then with him around, I played badminton with him all the whole year with Suman who currently a Mssd player.. Me? I represent KL.. hahaha.. But never got into qualification since I got no stamina and strength.. But who cares anyway.. My parents don't give a damn about my sports eventhough my dad encourage me to play badminton first.. so many stupid things that we 3 do during our time.. And at recess Me, Suman, Taneselan, Fitri and of course David always foolish around and goofing at the whole school.. I almost forget, Tanaselan, Viknenthan, Ruganaraja, Partiban and Suman are the Indians I know so far.. They are the one always around.. Until Viknenthan shifted to Rawang and became a gangster.. He got very high rep there.. Haha.. Naveen also was in my school before but in year 1 only.. Then he shifted school.. All of us heading to new school which is SMK Kepong ulu.. Then there everything start to change.. Even my life change as well.. Such memories I have until now... Hahahahaha... I will continue my past in another time.. Cause my life became another person when I was in Secondary school..