Rainy days...

Rain rain... continuously... including thunder and lightning packages... Normally I like sleeping in this weather condition.. But unfortunately, whenever thunder drumming above the clouds of grey, that will be time my car starts alarming.. I like have to walk all the way to my car and turn off the alarm and walk all the way back to my room to continue sleeping. But thunder never come once or twice as you all know. So practically I have to get up and down to my car and the funny part of it, it always happen when I am free to rest, and didn't happen when i was busy..And the best part of it when I am sleeping... Anyways I drove my Fto out today, under the rain pour, even the road isn't visible to drive. Guess what I speed off like 140kmh on the slippery road..(Driver please try to do so and make sure wear safety belt) Hmm I turn on my sound system and full blast until my car rocking even greater than thunder. With amplifier of Gods, the db of my sound system is to great until my eardrum nearly went soft even my car honk is like a deaf tone... Anyways it is really a pleasant ride under the rain or road with less cars.. It is relaxing rather hearing parents nagging all day long, grumble on their work life which is lame though and not to mention my enemies of my family who trying to backstab me lately.. Not towards my parents.. so stressful condition I am in now and I had even once gave a though rain can wash away people sadness and gives soothing emotion but never if thunder putting all the havoc around.. I wish for rain but not thunder eventhough science prove that thunder comes together with rain normally...

Holla holla Holiday!!!!! yeah cool..

Holiday for 2 weeks starting from today.. Hurrah who dont like holidays? For starters, they work part time, some goes to places they want like for instance Spain, some study, some taking short term course and of course playing yet having fun will be in their routine.. How nice if this goes on.. Unfortunately there will be some idiot saying holiday bored and school is better.. What stupidity answer is that.. Nothing is better than holiday and nothing is interesting in school.. All I can say not interesting will happen if you stay in the same spot... By any means you got to travel, learn the ways of life...
So for me.. what is my planning? Easy! I got no plans.. Why? Simple! This is because I got my time fully booked with tuition.. I do sit ups in the morning and then tuition at afternoons till late night.. Tiring? Yes it does.. It wears me down everytime when I trying to understand notes and teachings from tuition teachers. This is the life when parents knows that what is your ambition when you was a kid and they try to put in suitable condition like tuitioning.. Hell does come down to my life when all this tuition started.. Guess what I started tuition since I was 5 years old.. Kinda stupid since I know most of what adults thinks when I was 4.. And I wasn't able to talk until I was around at 9 years old where I meet Suman( my best friend) and I started to get talkative by then.. Back to life, I know nothing is good when people having their best time out there and i will be at home doing tuition... Lame. It is hard to keep parents expectation under their nose.. But I know it is fine with me. There is nothing better then sweet glory as fate is in your hand. Whether to be destroyed or sustaining it.. So what is this related to holidays.. Simple! For people who are able to plan ahead himself and never let the thought go even for a split second, so he will entrusted by Gods with great determination and living life as one with joy, knowlegde, and most important is the ability to fill himself with thrills of life.. So do the things that you really need to do before you miss the thrills.. Don't waste if you got the chance...

Love birds.. full story..

Continued from part 1....
to my surprise.. That 2 person who is behind the scenes was Mr Sua and Miss Lee. All I remember was the flower was sent to Ki W.L. and all of sudden Mr Edwin was pissed and isn't satisfied with the sender(by rite it was Sua who planned behind them both) so at least but not much Edwin sang the happy birthday song and so so.. Guess what made him to walk to the toilet with sour face.. Basically 80% was me.. I said one sentence

"Why are you standing there like a stump, shouldn't you suppose to congratulate Miss May(aka Ki W.L.),"

Oh man, you should know that it was the beginning of disaster.. He walk straight out of the class.. with sour face and despair. I never knew he could even sad for that. Such a crybaby. Cant blame him though, What makes him so perfect at the first place.. can say no one is perfect.. Admit it Ed.. You felt jealous that day.. Don't keep it. We all already know what is going on.. And then we know it is time to call him back to class.. Pity him who couldn't hold himself crying one side, thinking that the world has come to end for him.. Miss May went down going towards the boys toilet and pull his leg up and saying that flower is a fake.. It was bought from Sua.. When he heard that, the face of delight, joy, happiness, and his heart full of hope all blend into him.. Come on it that is Ed .. If you are a man you should tell to her that you love her even the flower given to her.. Why keep it ? She will never know your feelings until you tell here directly. If she rejects, it is ok man, rejection is part of life as wanting a partner ship... But you will suffer if you keep it to yourself.. Don't talk bullshit that you want lasting relationship and keep saying me not even last for a year or months, it is never been years, months, weeks or even days, love is not measured like that, the answer is faith, trust, able to share the toughest moment together and then you will say out loud that our love shall not tear us apart till death.. Eternal love... to achieve it ain't easy because no marriage can bring upon happiness since there is a saying that every person bites his/her tongue... And if you guys want to know what happen to them.. They have yet to pair up and still working up as friends..

Sometimes you ask who am I ?

Today I was thinking.. Why is it hard to live? Do you know when exactly you will die? Do you know when the time you should be happy or sad? And this comes into mind.. What we live for the sake of what purposes ? Which goal and destiny shall await incoming future? To many questions comes into mind when you start to crawl, walk and then run.. Sometimes it is hard to bear the fact that whenever you go, shit happens... Ain't that is true... When all darkness falls, nightmare begins.. where someone fails to plan, plans of future destruction is awaiting for us.. Once again, as today I was thinking whether something fun will happen later at school where all laughter happens in matter of teasing my own pal, will go on to me.. I wonder when something ugly comes in, thats it, things going to be pretty ugly.. Stpm is rather too soon.. I ll soon turn to the other side of me... At that time I ain't sure whether able to regain my former self.. It is like grasping my living nightmare... Maybe next time I'll be forgotten since I ain't the primadonna but at least I have play my role being a heartless human... All I can say that I am sorry that this is me myself... As the question above.. The answer that I'll say Live for yourself and do by yourself as long you feel content and happy... There will be no regrets as long you live from the face of life... Well then thats all... Hope to live as one mind one body...