Kinda stray and lose awhile.. Honestly I really tired after studying my russian language.. And a sweet succes of getting 5-... Feel good and worthy for trying my best and luck.. Getting my visa done as wele.. A pretty good day.. But a good turn always come a bad ones..
Getting sleep is more important than everything upon good thing but there are always people who comes and interupt my sleep which turn out as nap... And thanks to that I am awake til now and blogging... It really turns my bad side of temper.. And thanks to that I recieve a call from a person saying I like you.. yaya... what ever.. I got no mood in a call as well.. I just can't give any thoughts or feelings at that time...
So I went to Michelle's room.. Quite nice to release stress as in laughter with ching, michelle, saras, & shamni..
So here I am now sitting in front of the laptop, blogging, and trying to get sleepy..
Friday, November 27, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
My new times in Russia
Its been 2 months the last I manage to blog.
Coming here its a new experience for me to explore..
What do I get?
Nice cool roommates.. Jack, Lawrence, Subash & Ted
What in the town?
Travel the furthest is Ikea, Mega, Ashan..
What in university?
Messed up education, and messed up timetable, but got a few nice teachers who really understand the way I speak.
What is my current sport?
Basketball, got a good captain Ricky! Now playing as center and training.. Still no good though...
What am I doing at home?
Sleeping, doing last minute hometask, and most likely hibernating like a lazy Russian bear.
Who do I like or having crush now?
No one so far ( honestly I just don't feel wanna have one yet and still not mature to have one still).
What is my results?
Sad to say, I failed my oral in chemistry and need to retake.. ( this is one lecturer who don't understand normal and simple english!) Others, by tough luck got 5 but not all( their marking systems 1&2= fail, 3=pass, 4= good, 5=excelent)
What is the current situation in Russia?
A nothing much going around in Russia, crazy drivers( I really wonder when is the last time they wash their vehicle, honestly, its like coming out from rally), a no-alcohol campaign going around( f---ed them, I have to smuggle heineken in, cheap bastards making me cheap alcohol buyer!!!), and lastly the upcoming university sports( which is next year, need to train properly, no stamina to run and jump the same time!).
What is really important to me?
My pasport so far ( can't afford to lose my identity).
What is my options here?
I got no idea..
What is my plans til Jan?
Struggle all the way..
What is my happiest moment here?
Nothing but tough times. Got nice parties to celebrate but common.. Interesting part is yet to come.
What I cook for dinner?
Chicken with tomato sauce( yet to perfect it), fry rice, and most likely eating curry cook by Subash..
What I am doing here?
No idea.. I come here with doubts and thoughts.. More likely come here to understand what is doctor and what is my new goal besides becoming one as a doctor or as best of interest.. Is this what I really fighting for or just another victim to suffer of a parents dilly dally dream..
What will you do next is things go unexpectedly?
I'll go over again doesn't matter whether I go over things accordingly, seriously what I have now is my time and only time for me to use to improve myself. ( not to mention there is a dude who thinks childishly when he is 1st year medical student who is already 27 years old, he could have find his true calling in childishly thinking, maybe?)
What happen things make me turn back to Malaysia?
First of all, nothing much happen, I can consider Malaysia as at least I have experience here being a student of Rsmu and proud being one, besides having close buddies here and in Malaysia, I just like facing new faces and lifestyle here but not to smoking clowns.. Docs who smokes is common in Russia but at times why couldn't they think for the sake of people around them, at least smoke in prohibited area and not in common area..
The least I could say.. Not bad considering here, if people with the certain results from foundation, matriculation, stpm and so on, but if aiming a better degree best take in Malaysia or in any other Comanwell countries with degree of MBBs, or euro cert aka MD in UK and other Euro countries which have equivalent level as MBBs, MD Rus is not the best amongst all but is used for specialization FRCs and FICs,
Finally, I really tried to make myself to understand my advantages and disadvantages being here and all, I have my hard times, I tried not to be an idiot making people to worry, as well I don't want to be pressured by personal feelings here ( I don't want people to have a crush on me but I like to respect as friends and sad to say I got bad experience with having a girlfriend due inability to understand), I miss MuayThai( Kru, I am really sorry I haven't finish up my training with you and to my friends and family in JakKickboxing, you guys really like a family), I miss my dad, mum and my sis ( Eventhough I hid from appearance but deep down famiy is always family) To dad, sleep more and take care mum who often sick and Simone study well and have more time to rest due exams, if I have a chance, that chance is to move ahead and I wish not to repeat the history,
"I lean my eyes as the eyes of the knowledge and seek the truth of becoming not only the questions of being but is the beings to question the unattend answer and that answer is dream to reality," this is me who take a part of a small yet a leap in life..
Coming here its a new experience for me to explore..
What do I get?
Nice cool roommates.. Jack, Lawrence, Subash & Ted
What in the town?
Travel the furthest is Ikea, Mega, Ashan..
What in university?
Messed up education, and messed up timetable, but got a few nice teachers who really understand the way I speak.
What is my current sport?
Basketball, got a good captain Ricky! Now playing as center and training.. Still no good though...
What am I doing at home?
Sleeping, doing last minute hometask, and most likely hibernating like a lazy Russian bear.
Who do I like or having crush now?
No one so far ( honestly I just don't feel wanna have one yet and still not mature to have one still).
What is my results?
Sad to say, I failed my oral in chemistry and need to retake.. ( this is one lecturer who don't understand normal and simple english!) Others, by tough luck got 5 but not all( their marking systems 1&2= fail, 3=pass, 4= good, 5=excelent)
What is the current situation in Russia?
A nothing much going around in Russia, crazy drivers( I really wonder when is the last time they wash their vehicle, honestly, its like coming out from rally), a no-alcohol campaign going around( f---ed them, I have to smuggle heineken in, cheap bastards making me cheap alcohol buyer!!!), and lastly the upcoming university sports( which is next year, need to train properly, no stamina to run and jump the same time!).
What is really important to me?
My pasport so far ( can't afford to lose my identity).
What is my options here?
I got no idea..
What is my plans til Jan?
Struggle all the way..
What is my happiest moment here?
Nothing but tough times. Got nice parties to celebrate but common.. Interesting part is yet to come.
What I cook for dinner?
Chicken with tomato sauce( yet to perfect it), fry rice, and most likely eating curry cook by Subash..
What I am doing here?
No idea.. I come here with doubts and thoughts.. More likely come here to understand what is doctor and what is my new goal besides becoming one as a doctor or as best of interest.. Is this what I really fighting for or just another victim to suffer of a parents dilly dally dream..
What will you do next is things go unexpectedly?
I'll go over again doesn't matter whether I go over things accordingly, seriously what I have now is my time and only time for me to use to improve myself. ( not to mention there is a dude who thinks childishly when he is 1st year medical student who is already 27 years old, he could have find his true calling in childishly thinking, maybe?)
What happen things make me turn back to Malaysia?
First of all, nothing much happen, I can consider Malaysia as at least I have experience here being a student of Rsmu and proud being one, besides having close buddies here and in Malaysia, I just like facing new faces and lifestyle here but not to smoking clowns.. Docs who smokes is common in Russia but at times why couldn't they think for the sake of people around them, at least smoke in prohibited area and not in common area..
The least I could say.. Not bad considering here, if people with the certain results from foundation, matriculation, stpm and so on, but if aiming a better degree best take in Malaysia or in any other Comanwell countries with degree of MBBs, or euro cert aka MD in UK and other Euro countries which have equivalent level as MBBs, MD Rus is not the best amongst all but is used for specialization FRCs and FICs,
Finally, I really tried to make myself to understand my advantages and disadvantages being here and all, I have my hard times, I tried not to be an idiot making people to worry, as well I don't want to be pressured by personal feelings here ( I don't want people to have a crush on me but I like to respect as friends and sad to say I got bad experience with having a girlfriend due inability to understand), I miss MuayThai( Kru, I am really sorry I haven't finish up my training with you and to my friends and family in JakKickboxing, you guys really like a family), I miss my dad, mum and my sis ( Eventhough I hid from appearance but deep down famiy is always family) To dad, sleep more and take care mum who often sick and Simone study well and have more time to rest due exams, if I have a chance, that chance is to move ahead and I wish not to repeat the history,
"I lean my eyes as the eyes of the knowledge and seek the truth of becoming not only the questions of being but is the beings to question the unattend answer and that answer is dream to reality," this is me who take a part of a small yet a leap in life..
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