Sunday, August 23, 2009

Its a long hell...

Lately wasn't my best time at all.. To be honest, it is really one tough month..



The joy is short.. But sadness comes all along..

At first, family issues.. I am really angry at that moment I couldn't do anything but to cry deep down.. But at least, I still manage to take things back as normal.. So my family is peaceful..



Second issue, flight and luggage problems. To begin with, I am starting to feel annoyed when people around me asking,



"Hey Anthony, When are you leaving?"



I kinda tired asking the same damn question to my agent and damn annoyed answering back to everyone.. The answer is No!!!



I haven't get my ticket and I got plenty of things to do still. I need to buy some items such as lip balms and bed sheets with pillow case!!! All my clothes are practically done with..



Third issue, lately I quickly burst in anger!

Totally shit! I just sometimes easily get blood boil.. At times, I clench my fist, and always giving the thought of punching annoying shithead!! But never happen.. Somehow manage to cooldown and walkoff..



Fourth issue, I couldn't leave my trainings.. I like the studio and it is always my second home.. It feels so nice hitting the mitts and bags.. And people there are really nice.. Just couldn't give thought leaving there and back every semester break.. Kinda pathetic..



Fifth issue, Annoying relatives..

Who the hell are you bossing my life?? I tell my problems and ask for help and what shit you do?? Making bigger problems.. Causing me having more time to make my family peaceful.. Another thing.. Stop saying I am arrogant and bossing in my life.. I am practically answering your lousy question like asking about Muay Thai.. But stop asking silly shit like in the movies..

If really interested just get yourself to the studio.. They welcome you to try.. And another thing, if you make joke, please make sure it is understandable and forcing me to laugh with you dumbass.. If you don't like me, just say straight to my face. There is no need to involve my mother as middle person..



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The good things..



Not much, too busy with the bad ones.. But I manage to get myself a good pair off shoes..



Nike Lunarglide.. Yeap! Eventhough the price are to crazy for that pair but at least it is good on my feet.. Mine was the black and orange.. Just bought it last week.. It is light and comfy..

This makes my grand total of Rm8210( include my winter selections, books, my lab coat, luggage and some other items)



Huge amount eh!! But that is the fact.. Since I bought some books.. Well better start doing some reading and get a brief idea how be a doctor.. Kinda lame though..

I wanna go to rest..