Everyday my intention....

Everyday my mind is set to new ends... Somehow my intention is growing wilder and more like wants to kill something.. Something that doesn't exist until I face it.. My weapons are sharpen everyday to wield on the battlefield and my mind is thinking of every possibilities on how to win war... The toughest war yet to come and yet so near... Thrills are buzzing in my nerves and somehow there's fear too.. I have to depend on everything I got including luck which normally put me out ( but no choice to depend from now on)... Now I got my gf by my side.. Feeling very good and pleasant... kekeke... And the best thing of all My path is set to reach a higher peak and to reach there many wars I've been through is crazy but nothing is more clearer from now onwards.. I shall strive for the thing I should achieve and that will be my modest point to be someone who will set the history amongst my family... Now the question lies where can I win this upcoming war... By the way the war I mention about is my exams... hahahaha...

My Life..

My girlfriend is Michelle Yap... She is very very wild girl but she is very soft hearted. Like the zodiac sign Cancer, a crab.. which is hard shelled but very soft inside. She currently studying in Limkokwing university. Keke to be honest I got really no idea what is wrong with me... I failed my test and basically no idea what I want to do.. To some extent I really no idea what I really want in my life.. Fame? Wealth? Or even hero? Somehow it is really hard to tell what is my predicted future.. Sometimes it is really depressing when I study very hard but not good enough to score me a result that I want. And the person who is unexpected to be underdog becomes someone greater than me... Kinda lame though.. So what my life compare to the person who is so normal rather than special..
Then I once thought no matter how special a person is, if the person don't work hard then he is useless and if he is then he got his predicted life. So now I got a nice girlfriend whom had the worst nightmare of the past sharing her experiences as well I am.. I got a good background even though my parents work half dead.. I got a nice sis whom is cruel inside.. Well life is boring if there is no thrills or obstacles.. Every step I take must have some step to tackle the obstacles and every move I made must be some destruction.. So I believe every pain has meaning in there.. I want to go further where my abilities can put me through every pain.. Michelle Yap, I maybe not the one who can be pull trigger happy but I will try to stand by your side as long you are my dearest one... Kekeke.. I am sorry if I couldn't do anything for you... And I am sorry to my parents while I am some bad egg still for the moment.. But I want to try my very best that I could with my small palm.. And I am sorry to all the people who I hurt them before.. I am sorry for the trouble I caused to my sis.. But I didn't beg for any forgiveness from all of you since I don't deserve it.. But I will step away to achieve my goals... As my saying is there is nothing to gain and nothing to lose as long you walk in the path where all solution of life which gives most experiences of joy, pain, sick, anger, sad, and lastly curiousness.. kekeke....