The Great Time

Whew, so where do I start? By the way, I really enjoy so much in Malaysia, good times here because I get back to my family my friends and my eating life.. Its a bliss being back to Malaysia, and now it's going to be 2 months after my hellish 1st year..

So I got new TV, PS3, and a new speakers! New shoes! New Clothes! wow, It's heaven being here..
But soon my heaven going to end soon for as I have a week left for my summer break and back to Russia for my 2nd year.. I make sure I can do well once more and perform better than my 1st year , I dont need resolve for every new year but all I need is hardwork and always hardwork pays, no holistic bullshit to improve, but one thing I know for sure is being smart and more more hardworking, more effort in everything, no shortcuts for myself, all I want is to be a better person in my life, I dont want to hurt anyone anymore, (includes to someone dearly to me, and please forgive me because I hurt you)

Once more, academics and non-academics, excel both and I'll be fine.. yeah!!!

Finally!!!

After days of learning the brain, truely, I admit, it is the most difficult and tougest part of anatomy due the complexity of the chapter itself.. At times it is frustrating to remember and trying to understand the works and parts of the brain, and yet I've failed 2 times because it is very difficult. But in the end I got full marks for the test and my teacher was very pleased with my answers this time and she says that I finally understand the brain and was looking forward for my next performance in my next test. Hope I can meet up her expectation.. Now it is closing to my finals for Biology, Chemistry, Latin and Physic.. Gotto focus and get as many good results for this upcoming obstacle.. ^^

Feeling lost..

Well, plenty things need to say now and then but taken much of my time of thinking at times.

So well, I am so lost now, can't really tell what I am doing right now, kinda lost, after coming back to Russia from my hometown. I can't seem to focus at all, many things happen too, of course I notice I keep saying bad things bout my girl in front of her friends.. I really cant separate the borderline between me and her.. But all thing for sure I want her to be the best of herself and not getting sick.

As to me, I geting sloppy day per day, finding cheap ways to get good results, I must change it before it gets any worst of it..

2 weeks and soon final exams..