Feeling lost..

Well, plenty things need to say now and then but taken much of my time of thinking at times.

So well, I am so lost now, can't really tell what I am doing right now, kinda lost, after coming back to Russia from my hometown. I can't seem to focus at all, many things happen too, of course I notice I keep saying bad things bout my girl in front of her friends.. I really cant separate the borderline between me and her.. But all thing for sure I want her to be the best of herself and not getting sick.

As to me, I geting sloppy day per day, finding cheap ways to get good results, I must change it before it gets any worst of it..

2 weeks and soon final exams..