Failures.. not all....

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Bad luck it seems, After coming back to uni life once more, I've succumb to laziness, letting myself too proud without knowing that 2nd year is the real thing.

So I've done quite a mistake which I am suppose to concentrate but I underestimate lightly on the course I am going through..

First, I got the most difficult teacher for histology as well anatomy.. Oh my....

Second, I got a bias teacher whom have affinity toward girls especially hot indian girls..

Third, I have to travel to hospital and aint near to my hostel where I need to travel an hour from uni.. and the best thing is I got exam the next day.. ==!!! Tired of standing in the train for 2 hours go and back....

Fourth, I tend to sleep alot!!!!! How am I suppose to get rid of sleeping too much? Oh man..

Well worst thing is I got 2 friggin pending and for Histology and Biochemistry.. Luckily I survive anatomy exam with 4... Yeah baby at least achieve my target.. Next will be 5 and more 5.. Then I am Anatomy king with the anatomy madman teacher who always say my collegues.. ERRR Sir, I am nowhere near your standard... and best part is he kill all of us.... literally....

Once more winding in front of a book wondering what to read.. fainting on what question I should read for the moment.. I never feel prepared at all... So stressful.. But one thing for sure, better get use to exam fever and third year is hell year.. So best prepare for madness..

Sometimes is best to be an ant rather than a genius... Hardwork prevails with a lil intelect..

The Great Time

Whew, so where do I start? By the way, I really enjoy so much in Malaysia, good times here because I get back to my family my friends and my eating life.. Its a bliss being back to Malaysia, and now it's going to be 2 months after my hellish 1st year..

So I got new TV, PS3, and a new speakers! New shoes! New Clothes! wow, It's heaven being here..
But soon my heaven going to end soon for as I have a week left for my summer break and back to Russia for my 2nd year.. I make sure I can do well once more and perform better than my 1st year , I dont need resolve for every new year but all I need is hardwork and always hardwork pays, no holistic bullshit to improve, but one thing I know for sure is being smart and more more hardworking, more effort in everything, no shortcuts for myself, all I want is to be a better person in my life, I dont want to hurt anyone anymore, (includes to someone dearly to me, and please forgive me because I hurt you)

Once more, academics and non-academics, excel both and I'll be fine.. yeah!!!

Finally!!!

After days of learning the brain, truely, I admit, it is the most difficult and tougest part of anatomy due the complexity of the chapter itself.. At times it is frustrating to remember and trying to understand the works and parts of the brain, and yet I've failed 2 times because it is very difficult. But in the end I got full marks for the test and my teacher was very pleased with my answers this time and she says that I finally understand the brain and was looking forward for my next performance in my next test. Hope I can meet up her expectation.. Now it is closing to my finals for Biology, Chemistry, Latin and Physic.. Gotto focus and get as many good results for this upcoming obstacle.. ^^